Monday, July 31, 2006
having IT/project work class.
3monkies dancing beside me.
Nicolette is trying to learn some heep-hop mooves from cassie&reena.
i'm soppose to be doing my website thing for class presentation but i'm here blogging abt life @ home and @ sch.
life has been boring ever since dad moved to perth.
(damn,i feel like dancing too)

To Rory:and yes darling,you claim that my recent issues have been emo-ish.(so not larr)
To Nicole: ha,i'm not the only fatfuck now!! yayness.
To Arjun:i love you many many&i've been missing you so so so much ok! due to the insufficient time in my schedule + yours.(you&you drama papa)

ok,i ran my 2.4KM today okay! and i gotta RE-TEST! (cries dramatically)
(No,no...this can't be happening! i seriously couldn't take it that is why i stopped at my 11th round. and my inner-feeling.. i feel like a total idiot running the around the track 12times!! gee,but seiously i don't give a fuck. i'm not running again! i'm not!)
i looked so depressed after running larrr. i'm not telling my timing cause, pai seh la. 18++minute.hehe! ok,i shall stop bitching abt my 2.4run aight.

but i'm gonna go now.Shirley Sim is 'ere.. TOODLES! TATA!
lovelove;
adora(:


[paintmylove]
at 10:35 PM


Friday, July 28, 2006
i'm just the sweetest acid to melt you... ,you're such a let down.

recently:
-serious bad moodswings
-hugging my grudge
-hatred
-eating disorder
-sleeping disorder
-speaking disorder
-laughter disorder
-music disorder(they tend to be more EMO-ish then everrrr)
-crying disorder(i cry for no reason,a sudden breakdown)

ok,is this the sign of depression or is it just PMS ? *snuffles* -laughs.


[paintmylove]
at 2:06 AM


Thursday, July 27, 2006
i can't go any further,stop the push.
it's killing me.
everytime i hear your voice,i feel pain.
the strain in me is already raising.
with more pain,i'm getting myself ready for a gunshot,
if thats' what makes you happy.
.......>
Firstly i'd like to blog about my dearest daughter who's been trying to be a bitch recently. oh wells,you're whiney&irritating! i was just being ignorant towards you and your bimboticness+childishness.Oh,obviously the word "grow up" does not exist in your dictionary.No amout of crocodile tears that you shed helps you,OK? okok.damnit,you wldn't even wanna hold a plastic bag.This is school honey NOT,home.If it's at home,i don't bloody give a fuck about you whinning to your mother abt anything.and mind you,stop treating yourself like a princess in school because no one wants to treat you like one! good&happy to read this ?
i very much appreciate of you to change.you're 14.stop acting like one 5year old kiddo.But i still lovee you(:
.......>
1.phone is confiscated but getting it back on the 19th August'2006
2.i really really need to go shopping!
3.i really really need to go out with my wife!
4.i really really want some $$$
5.i really really miss my boy.
.......>
i really believe that i'm not the only one that is being showed favouritism in the family. its really annoying ok! mother loves brother more then i do and talks more to him then she does to me.WTF? Well an attempt of stress leads to depression and then to suicide.eg,she starts cutting herself&wanting to jump off a building. These ideas are possible for teenagers our age.okay,well..there's not enough motherly love i see! does it mean i'm on virginsuicde for my eyes to feast on? haha! we'll see.aight buddy?


[paintmylove]
at 4:14 AM


Tuesday, July 25, 2006
Tuesday is the slackest of the week.
well,not exactly.I think Monday is the slackest of all.
Math,3period of Cheena-L,Recess,3period of EL,Geog.
haha i can sleep through the whole day lahh.
Well,i enjoy sitting with the people who are sitting beside me cause they're fucking awsome!
-Kasturi talks nothing but boys.
-Sharmini laughs&giggles violently which produces me a million bruces, plusplus++ her ultra-bitching skills on anteater!
-Reena is just perfect to be with. She tells you shuttup when she herself is talking too much.
-Cassandra..always my photowhore!
-Nicolette and her "not wearing shorts".(i swear i'll touch em!)
-Varughese,Fadina,Nadya..these are clowns in class that make me laugh a million times louder then i usually do!

1)i started at Mrs De hamel? pointed my finger before my thumb at her and said i forgot that today was Monday so i did not bring my PE shirt. and she's like..adora,adora? uh okay.Heng ah!They did the 2.4KM run today. i can see all their depress faces while running and thats gonna happen to me too on Friday.CB you know? Hot. i was standing on the field.Sadly the trees weren't good shades enough for me.i swear i kept swearing&swearing untill i even forgot what round Nadya was at. haha.

2)John,you're annoying.you desperate lil thinggg!i don't like you and NEITHER do i wanna meet up with you to see you mat-pose face*grins*

3)arjun,you're the best! i love you. i'm so gonna blog about u,each and everytime i blog my blog. umm..ok? Right.

4)Right,i'm a bitch lately.But i like it,lately ONLY!

signing off;
adooooooooolfahhhhhhh

ps:/ girls out there,i'm no gremblin ok.
Sharmini,you better shuttup about the Gremblin thing.
you,you..Orang Utan!-fuck.


[paintmylove]
at 1:11 AM


Sunday, July 23, 2006
doesn't matter if i win or the color of my skin.
cause'the race is all about,believing in yourself.
and..
and..
and..
your love like art on my skin, photography in my head "hawtstuff,you'd be sizzling woncha"( :

school holiday is,my bad.
this sucks ok.hahaha

ps:/tag boad coming up soon.(if i've got the time to put it up)


[paintmylove]
at 10:32 PM


10 important things i want myself and em to know: -
1.arjun knows i love him most,no matter what.
2.kasturi knows she's crazy.and im not ?
3.sharmini is trying to overcome her tears of breakup with asha.
4.victoria thinks i'm just too good for arjun.(i am?but he's betta)
5.cassandra(you know i miss you.)
6.nicolette(you know imiss you too,just not as much as cassie)
7.we all know that girl in class with the mixture of golden-brown hair is a
BEECH.Yes,we all know!
8.i think i really need to go shopping one of these days.
9.i think i really need to go out with my wife(rachel)and ex-clique.
10.i think , i think ,i think... i'm the most luckiest person in the world to get a boy like him.hahaha.

Spent the most boring Sunday staying at home,eating.fuckyou,i'm fat k. baby! please don't say i'm not!cause the truth is, i am.
and,you! don't laugh oso. cause you're fat too. i see those extra tofu's dangling when you un-shirt yourself. god,you hawt stuff.i feel like,squeenzing em again.okokokokok,OK .

yesterday was awsome.
arjun came over and we had a lil body-speech talks and you know all those crazy things couples always do...
i'm gonna go now as i've not nothing left to say.toodles! tata.

loves,
adora14 (x


[paintmylove]
at 4:11 AM


Monday, July 03, 2006
hearts falter and thoughts they wanderlike fo'shure, you'd always linger somehow.you never ceased to appear in my darkest memories and it baffles me how you've managed to capture me this frail all these while.changes may have conquered but like pastures, they remain still and alike in an intrigueing manner the way you did last summeri may have gone a wole long way without your silhouette over mine and i may have made it farbut strong as i seem, im never the same nor as secure.how naive as i was, im blinded by the faithlessness i held after your presence eliminated.Will you make a new hello sound for now, remember the huts and swings that kept those laughters and pause at our favourite momentsbecause i say ive never found anymore quite alike nor amazing like you and those days.places where i wouldnt grow cold nor old and face the immaturity and selfishness of the world.nobody L,(as we named each other)can give me the bestestest like you.teach me how to trust again will you, will you?i promise ill never leave like before, never again.never the same


[paintmylove]
at 1:42 AM