Thursday, October 05, 2006
I am rich on tears now.
I sobber and hug my stomach.
The pain of a needle sinking through my skin.I can't take it-
Why did the angel ran away ?
Left me with bleeding tears.
Why did the devil stay ?
It's none of anyones' buisness.
It's horrific appearence was being absorbed by the cells in my skull and now its a stained memory of its scorn of laughter.Blood stains on its teeth
and deep sobber of blood rings in his eyes.
Honey,I can't take my eyes off you.
............................................................

Ok ok.Enough of the emokiddo!
Haiz,is it me or isit just my friends.
something is wrong! something is seriously wrong and i know it.
C'mon,i can't fake a lie no more.

1.Serious moodswings

Dontcha think its completely weird? I mean,i used to be this crazy shit. Jumping around,hopping in class,screaming,laughing and sometimes maybe even smiling to myself.okok,i know that part sounds a lil nutty but yeah that used to be me..The Adora everyone knows! Now i can hardly even smile and yeh.Most of the time shed crocodile tears behind everyones back. I guess,afterall... i'm not strong and i'm gonna pray for strengh and wisdom.Ackack..I can't bring on the heartbreak to what i'm doing.. Is everything i'm doing going down the drain or isit gonna worth a living ? lol,fuck. No one can reply to this.No one can ever understand me too! Not even my love ones! nono,not even jaanu.I feel small...I'm so afraid of my surroudings! Take care everyone.

GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR EXAMS!PASS IT WITH FLYING COLORS! LOVELOVE =)

IlikeitClassicallydone.


[paintmylove]
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