Wednesday, January 31, 2007
[mood: Happy]

school has always been exciting as it is. Talk back to teachers,wave frantically at friends!Shouting one anothers name from one table to another! O dear,see how much fun school can actually get? Ok,asides from gtting scolding from the teachers! hahaha
CL(B) is as pathetic as its suppose to be. The guys,the teacher? Everythin abt the class! Hahaha Ok so lucky Pei Chen has got someone who likes her. OMG and this guy ? He so looks alike like Lim singh! Hahaha well ? maybe next lesson i shall take some photos of everyone and put it up onto my blog : ) hahaHAHAhaha good idea... followed by the break of horror,BOYS! ha fuckinggg annoying la..But Justin's the best! He's like funny! Jason's afucking loser! omg,i totally can't stand him! HAHAHA hahaha fuckinghornyfreek:X after class i was accompanied by two shebodyguards ? Stephanie is so cute! She scares herself so easily! Cos we're talking abt animal accidents n the road and she mistook a brown hardboard for a dead brown cat! LOL shes so cute la... she likes touching me too! LOL Our sweater feels the same,cos it made up of the same material... I think imma get a flu soon ): sigh but i gtg right now.. 3dit it later on... BYE :x


[paintmylove]
at 6:57 PM


Tuesday, January 30, 2007
I can't explain this feeling.I think about it everyday,And even though we've moved on
It gets so hard to walk away.Walk away,walk away...
(I'm gonna remember you,
you're gonna remembe me)
<3333
I can't forget how we used to be,out life from day to day.Hoping that maybe you'll come back and though i told myself not to be afraid,to m ove on but it seems i can't.But no other man has given me attention,it aint the same as your affection.Though i know i sould be content.In the back of my mind,i can't help but question.
Does he kiss me on the forehead before we play? Show up on my doorsteph(with a bouquet)?Does he call me in the middle of the day?Its ok.Just to say hey baby i love you like you used to.

I'm trying to hide my sadness. I guess y'know its really better for us to go seperate ways and realise our mistakes and once we've realised it and change.Everything would be perfectly fine. Though this heart of mine may be wounded,i still love him. Just to see a smile on his face and mine,i let this off. Usually i know it doesnt come easily to say lets go our seperate ways. It certainly takes lotsa courage to say it. But i hope he's happy right now :D
Greeted by tears in school from the hyperlycrazyandreanna to the bittergourd looking face.So much i wished that i could hug her and make her smile at that time. I tried but i couldnt. Then later on,she smiled at me and made fun! haha I decided to cheer her up during chinese lesson so.. i gave her my kinder surprise toy and wrap it with sch fullscap paper and yeah..Cheerios to Andreanna :D it worked! she SMILED:) so sweetly... I slacked through out the day and enojoyed fancyful laughters during Bio lesson. That cutebuttthing! haha he's got dimples! LOL! Stupid chanterina pinched me by the neck and dragged me along Biolab! DAMN PAIN KNOW CHANTERINA! But i knowyou love me still..Even if i had emberrassed you! : D O btw girl,i still can feel the pinch,you asshole! You wait,i'll get you veryVERY soon! Rawrrrrrr tonight i've got tuition!! HAHAHAHAHA :D
Signing off,bye! :)
Have a great day ahead!


[paintmylove]
at 4:05 PM


Monday, January 29, 2007


Andreanna,my girloflaughter:)
-BANGBANG-


At most,i'm tryin to move on. and see what i can search abt later in life.
I've still got a longlong way to go.
We still can be friends anyways.
If you're actually reading the blog?
I just want you to know,i'm sorry that i've hurt you badly and that you'll always remain inside my heart no matter what...even if there are times where i try and not think about you ... you'll always be inside there.. Since the day you left,is like you've taken my heart with you too..iloveyou,goodbye..If this is what makes you happy and maybe later on in life,perhaps fate cld bring us together again...
-End-

HAHAHAHAHA omg i so love Andreanna and chanterina! These two uh!? Fuckingdoofuses know?!
For dunno what reason,today andreanna and i kinda hypa active.. we kept on singing songs.. like songs,emo ones! haha but was fun la... Thanks Andreanna for making my day...
Chemistry class today is as usual except for the part when Andreanna lie low our heads and talked about stuffs.
TOMORROW! YAY! BIO LESSON! Omg,that cutebuttthing is commin to class! haha
I went to see the chinese doctor aagain today.
He said i had lowblood pressure : /
and i cant eat coconut or drink fresh milk anymore. Well,anything that contains these two things lahhh .
Stupied andreanna is outta with ________ and ya : / in 30mnutes more my chinese drama series is coming up..
I'M GONNA LOOK FORWARD FOR TOMORROW,IM GONNA START A NEW! SMILE :D
Anyways,ppl im signing off now:) byeee



[paintmylove]
at 6:39 PM


Saturday, January 27, 2007



-BUT PEACEBUDDY KEEPS ME AWAKE,CHEERIOS!-

To: Him


I wake up in the morning
put on my face
The one thats gonna get me
Through another day
Doesnt really matter
How i feel inside
'Cause life is like a game sometimes

But then you came around me
The walls just disappeared
Nothing to surround me
And keep me from my fears
I'm unprotected
See how i've opened up
Oh,you've made me trust
Because i've never felt like this
I'm naked
Around you
Does it show?
You see right through me
And i can't hide
I'm naked
around you
And it feels so right

I'm trying to remember
why i was afraid
To be myself and let the covers fall away
I guess i never had someone like you
To help me,to help me fit
in my spirit

I'm naked
Oh Oh yeah
Does it show?
Oh Oh,yeah yeah

I'm so naked around you
And i can't hide
You're gonna see right through baby


[paintmylove]
at 8:24 PM


Friday, January 26, 2007

Since when have i started to hate myself?
How do you feel?That is the question But I forget You don't expect an easy answer When something like a soul Becomes initialized And folded up like paper dolls and little notes You can't expect the bitter folks And while your outside looking in Describing what you see Remember what your staring at is me Cause' I'm looking at you through the glass Don't know how much time has past All I know is that it feels like forever And no one ever tells you That forever feels like home Sitting all alone inside your head.

i feel the lost in me.
and this lost is forever...
the feeling of "my mission of today is to make you happy" every morning once im awake is totally gone.
and i'll never have it back again...
how am i to face the day with smiles again ?
but perhaps the smiles will be something i'd always do.
but i dont want it fake.
they never last long...


[paintmylove]
at 4:31 PM


Tuesday, January 23, 2007



































I don't know la but all of a sudden i remembered all the silly things i've done to people whom i hate and when im bored i decided to play a little trick on them! God i feel so guilty. Well not exactly cause some deserves it anyways. O dear,so todayu during recess i dunno whts wrong with me but i was kinda like bitchy towards SmellyAnne.She's so one of a kinda in being a crook. Muthafucking hunchback of Notredame. I came to the table and she as there. I quickly sat down and had myself seated comftably... I stared at her and she rolled her eyes me,sorrta thing..so i got pissed and i pushd her plate a handy distance away! haha I guess she got pretty annoyed or something then ya :) smart ehhhh

Say goodbye-Chris Brown (S3xy)


I don't know why now,i have the thought that i wish i was back @ school again having fun with Andreanna and Chanterina! Omg,i swear ANNE KINGS LEE is sucha bitch! She fucking humiliated me infront of the whole class and argh @#$%^ for not bringing my lit work ? c'mon la whats her problem? its like the 3wk of January and i gotta like re-generate my braincells! :3 Gee she's just so annoyingggggggggg. fuckinher gets on my nerve. Each & everyone of them. O wells,imma goo now.. nothing to bloggg about... nothing much happened today except for the fact that i was being humiliated by Lee during lit.. sucha bitch! i swear i felt like stuffing my head into awholeeee... Bahhh hahaha BITCH she.. &&Bio lesson today of course was sexy:) it has always beeen :) fun with tha cute ass teacher of ours.. omggggg! He 's so crazy over Doremon and its kinda hilarious for him to like tell the story abt doremon! haha then speaking of that.. The HELLO kitty issue came up! We learnt something new today that i dont thik we all needed to know ? its abt.. why Hello kitty has got no mouth! hahaha :x

by3by3

Ps: Abtht ephotos,i was just bored :D & i love you boy


[paintmylove]
at 5:48 PM


Monday, January 22, 2007
Firstly,i suspect Twinkle is pregnant
secondly,i'm not done with school work and im using the computer
thirdly,i think coffee would help me with my speech in sch
fourthly,i think they're just a bunch of troublemakers

i'm so overwhelmed with the suspection of Twinkle getting pregnant and i just can't wait till the 28th day. I guess im gonna have to do a palpation on her today and check if she really is.O'lord i hope she is man! Cant wait to see those redbuds,slowly developing blackdots on'em and ya..finally with fur and its full grown! omgomgomg,so excited. But if my test is -tve,fuck it la : ( all the excitment will be gone!!!! (MY NAILS ARE GROWING-OH YES!- WHAT BEAUTIFUL HARDSHELL IT IS!)

i received an invitation from michelle today during recess. An invitation to her sweet16 @ Changi Chalet. Come to think of Changi,i hate that place la. O wells.. if Nicolette goes then i'll go la.. if not i guess,i doubt.. idk :)
Anyways,thanks for the invite Michelle : )

My day wasnt perfect today and i cannot compare it to the rest of the other days.
I had a whole lot of laughter brought to me by Chanterina&Andreanna during chem/Mt
We took quite a number of unglam photos during chemistry lesson.Mr Teo,is sucha noob luh!
He literally teaching the whole class , lifting the text from the bk and putting it into a powerpoint slide..
its not at all summaries! LOL
I-confirmation will fail CHEM! BIO rocks my smelly theresian socks 4-3va
Grrrr
Varughese&gang during recess.
Its a whole lot of shit la..damn funny ...
I'm starting to miss someone now tho :D
wtf,i'm not fully done with art y'know? haha
i have not paint finished my backgrnd yet. && TOMORROW i got art lesson!!!
woaaaaahhh shootzzz (knocks headhard) -Adora,you are bleedingly smart! whoots!

I hope the photos made you laugh.
and it wldnt have bee sexier,without me,adora,the photographer!
thankyouthankyou : )


[paintmylove]
at 5:08 PM


Sunday, January 21, 2007





mybloodylover
x_x


[paintmylove]
at 3:24 PM


Friday, January 19, 2007
To that "special" someone,FleaDora.

In case you didn't know,you were one of the bleeding fake bungs that i detest! && don't think too highly of yourself. You could be much worse than i am.So why not now,as the truth has been revealed just fuck the false remarks you've given me and all the fancy lies...Pack'em up with you and simply just fuck off and mind your own stuvs. As my buisness is not for you to mind of :D i remind you again,"As my business is not for you to mind of :D " Thankyou and may god bless you and your scheduleless life. Can't be a true friend and yet you still fucking pass rumours around.. you gonna have to watch that filthy rubber mouth of yoursy'know! Thats it for now : )

Well i shall stop my bitching abt that faulty animal.
Despite that harsh incident that happened today,overall was good....
I-ssssooooo loved it when Lim Singh went "why'd you think i didn't like her?" smthn lyk that!
Hahahahaha Lim Singh,yo-da-man'ya!
OoooOoOoOoOooooo dear... : D
kk tomorrw is Saturday
&& imma pack the bags for the next day! which is a Sunday..where to? No idea.
Right and so, i miss peace buddy and i felt so sorry for scolding chanterina a backstabber,THANKS to someone
but its all settled and we ALL... KNOW THAT SHE'S BEEN LIEING ALL FUCKING LONG...YES YA'LL ?
God knows what her bloody girlfriend see's in her @#$^$*(&@)
but good thing is she really made me smile... for what purpose also?god knows la.. she fucking dare call herself a catholic? fuckyou man.God didnt send you to earth to do no shit lyk this? and for your 411 guys,we gotinto this battle cause of a fuckingseat! she pin pointed me k! she started with her stinking attitude... screwwwww u man! lyk,biatch.. i told her to grow up and she refused...
and again,
i thought only this sorta things happen to primary sch kids and maybe sec1/2 but not in sec3! thats way fuckingwrong..
God i'm swearing heaps and i think i should shutit now :) haha


So talking abt the bright side,
nothing bright happened in sch today.
Except for the part where Andreanna,me,cassandra were having fun in Chem lesson.
Andreanna you are sucha mad ass i swear!
&& STOP HITTING MY BOOBS YOU ASS! (rubs swollen boobs) GOD DAMNNIT YOu!
and the fact that peace buddy had her arms around my shoulders and a darling kiss from Jagdish.
Reminding me,Valentines is coming!
Roses and candies and and and.. lots more are coming on their wayyyyyyy <3333333 weeeheee
Balloons:)
Rawrrrr,kthnxbye rawr.
Tomorrow will be my, parent in laws anniversary? uhm,..... toodles


[paintmylove]
at 6:11 PM


Thursday, January 18, 2007

Today kinda fun and i finally finished my course-work for art.
O bloody shit.
Yesterday it took me like 3hrs to paint and today like i think 2-1hr 30min?
AND FINALLY ITS DONE & I HAVE TO HAND UP BY TOMORROW AT 2PM!
Rawwwrh.
i'm so laughing inside me.
Chanterina hasn't complete hers. and hers is a hell load of things to paint.
All her shapes..and lines! woah,good luck llama :)
K la,i knwo this is not one of my perfect paintings. but..
its cause i havent been painting since the start of holidays :)

Talking'bot today, I had PE and a not so good experience on the track with Andreanna:) Hahaha over'oll i enjoyed it anyways cause i laughed and i didn't cry.
Soyou see,the class was running and me&andreanna happily strolled and played a fool (we're like the last 2girls) someho all of a sudden i fell. hahahaa was like this straight strike on the track! hahaha somemore there was the sec1 class behind us. Problem was, Andreanna ran pass me and stood infront of me and LAUGHED! (Was all that she could do? ) haha dun worry i was laughing too. you know those maniac laughter. yeah hahaha! I then quickly stood up and caught up with the class. sia la was damn funny! Then we had English, hahaha RABBITS! SEXXXXAYeeee: ) she looks like one. THEN mother tongue! omgomgomgomg! hahaha so funny... AGAIN,all abt Andreanna... we kept on remembering one another how i fell .. laught till i could almost crack! hahahaha.. then teacher scold me... : / stewwwwpidddd mwester woNg :D Nothing to say already,imma get off riight now'yo. By3e3e3e3e3e <3333


[paintmylove]
at 6:07 PM


Sunday, January 14, 2007


Even with these beautiful lips,
i can't speak good values.
an extract of a vocal box,
this is an ace result :)
-depression undergoing to scream,bitch
but to feel the touch of your angel,
you make the 1st move.



Sometimes i feel so alone without you.
somestimes i make jokes out of the loneliness.
sometimes these terrible feelings aren't meant to be told.
BUT sometimes,you know from the embrace of an angel that you own.
so deep,yet so fake...
you are the witness of this pace:D





Singapore is raining,raining non-stop all day long hmpft : /
i hate the cold weather cause it fucking made me sick.
i'm now situated like an old lady cause i'm in pain..
my back hurts,my hands my..everything ok!
but luckily i had someone to keep me warm =)
ahhhh.. the brace of heaven,O lord Arjun :)



I play tricks with your eyes.
iloveyouarjun.
<3
unbreakable:)
these things,they only make us stronger.


[paintmylove]
at 4:30 PM


Saturday, January 13, 2007
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Welcome laughterners : )
join me,Adora and my laughing fans!

lol jkjk that was just to fill my bordness
incase that you didn't know...
i'm abit loose up there -winks

arjun's coming in a lil bit and i feel lik i've got butteflies in my stomach!
OooOoOoOoOOOOooo boy-concious (whatever you spell that)
So today is my cousin Melissa's 18th birthday:) && i hope there'd b alchol. but i oubt so.
So anyways,recently sch has been quite tuff for me and i think i wont b able to cope for some of my subjects even if the feeling of me wanting to drop chinese when my mother just won't allow. wtf ? it SUXUXUXUXUXUXUXXUXXXXSSS biggggg time y'know ?

anyways nothng tosay alrdy. i'm signiing off : )byeeeeeeeelovlies and i miss my peace buddy!

(edited)

Just got back from the party. ok,her 18th bday was.. alright.. i spent the times talking to aunt swee abt teen sex. ahhhhhh omg,she's coolios.. ah,my fingers are in noo mood to ftype so i guess i'm fucking off right now yea ? Bye :D


[paintmylove]
at 1:04 PM


Friday, January 12, 2007
no comments and i'm laughing at myself.
2mrw is Saturday && i'm very happy cause i get to see mylove <3 i think?
haha well,if can't..then i HOPE for it :)

**i'm not really feeling good,so i think i'm signing off now.kthnxbye


[paintmylove]
at 5:48 PM


Tuesday, January 09, 2007





So today was a not-so-boring day cos i had Biology with Mr Ng whom makes the whole class go nuts over plants&animal cells and esicially the part where he address'd Cassandra my bitch a BIMBO! haha Then the part where i said,BIMBO! and Andreanna was like,thats like so yesterday. And Mr Ng would go..." Uh ? shush! i agree and i took it as a joke ok" and Sharmini replied " Oh,YOU thought it was a joke eh? Sadly it ain't one!" lol ... Cassandra starts mumbling :) O'ryte! Chem teacher sucks la!! He's sucha boring ass. Art is coolios :D My form teacher whom basically is my History & ss teacher is ... so ? complicated..likE,fsgidhbjid dot dot dot... she's uber nice and sweet and mean and ironical at times but... sometimes she's just... SUCHA "it" man! haha :D She scary la ok!

I really miss those days during 2006 sia and i miss my girlfriends Stephanie and Rachel.
aight : / i shall put up some photos on Saturday at scott's bday yeah and then i'm off x)


[paintmylove]
at 6:24 PM


Monday, January 08, 2007

GERBIL - GIRL

SCOTT'S 17TH BIRTHDAY PARTY :)

Alright,i'm suppose to be studying right now but i guess its break time for me : /
i'm gonnd fucking buck up this year and yeah and and and everything will be fine!
So after school today,melanie and i went to Great world city cuase she wanted to buy something and so i took a trip down to Pets Kampong too :) I happily walked out of the shop with a new pet.... a Gerbil :) damn cute la... its a female...
she's nameless and i guess she'd better stay nameless :) maybe not! I dunno?!

Right inffront of me,my chem book is widely open with lemon sauce on it. How pretty! haha lots of marking there. Goood points. Hey,i'm actually studying. Alright. i better get kicking. OoOoOoOoo... heres a few pictures :D


[paintmylove]
at 4:57 PM


Friday, January 05, 2007




[mood: happy]

uhm well today is slightly better than the rest of the days this week. finally got to meet up with Stephanie & Rachel darlings. -applause. well poor Rachel is sick,so i guess she can only eat her chocolates after she has recovered.So after school, they came over and ate lunch then we played twister! OMG,Rachel's uber-ish funny when playing twisterrr..haha she slipped and she feel : ) well had a really good laugh today with them. so much that i miss those days that were spent together like 24/7 xD i just so miss it. && those days that we scream and shout at one another,quarrels and those kiss and make up session? Oooohh hahahaha see what i mean. But ok la.
Steph and Rachel turing 16 this year. Arjun and i are turnin 17. Ohmy! i'm growing old. shitsz'yo! sucha a dissapointment. I shall upload a few pics of crazyrachelandstephinmysunglassesandthecondom(tiara). LOL! Rachel doesn't know what a tiara is...

Adora: rachel lemme go get my tiara,damn nice sia..

Rach: huh ? tiara? t..tia..ra? what iis that?

steph: (doubting) its a condom...

Rach looks uber blur at steph saying: what? condom.. ya right..nuts!

LOL gee,see how much i love these two girlfriends now ? lol
ones' an idiot and the other a bimbo. (jus kiddin'yo)


[paintmylove]
at 5:53 PM


Thursday, January 04, 2007
ok.
as far as i know ?
my fingers are very enthu typers at this moment.so,its up to them to type as much as they want to and for my brains to think like wise more,on wht to write.
ok..
so,sch started 1day ago.i hate my form teacher.she expects up to have our belts into the hoope or either migrate them! Gahhh..cheebai :D Co-form teacher doesn't make much noise and she brags almost abt everything! you know,you know... she's my SS & HIS,CME & form teacher too! Grrrrr :/ well? screw her la k,Mrs Haizal. She threats us to get what she wants! fuck her sacarsms. we're like 1/2 the time laughing at her? not her jokes!! lets drop this subject,lets move on to something positive.

though the fact that i miss 2J'06 .. i hope this class would also consider one of the top 16 years i've gotten :D luckily i have Chanterina with me. Today's recess the best. LOL

Dorcas: ... balls!

Fadina: B-A-L-L-S.like,balls.haha! -winks

Varughese: what balls..

Fadina: grab some?

Varughese (eating noodles saying) : grab who's? somewhat..w...wha..wh..what?!

Adora( head banging) : Mr.Chandran's!

Adora kena whacks on the head. hahahaha

Damn funny.

Ahh ok.now my fingers refuse to co-operate with my brain so.i guess,thats abt it for today :D my fingers enthu'd for the sake of someone! LOL i love you jaanu :)


[paintmylove]
at 8:32 PM


Tuesday, January 02, 2007
Crazy Christmas celebration in America. Know ? Jet lag now. shitzzzz :x
So happy that i saw Jaanu ysterday: ) what a smileeeeeee that confuses me manymany:)
Ok well,the rest of the photos i habe no idea.ITS FUCKING NOT COMING OUT! FUCK YOU BLOGGER! haha








Just got back from Americ ysterday.
20hours20minute flight. Argh,i puked k ? i really did. No lie :D
ok,shall share some photos with you guys.
lazy to blog la and i am physically sick. Nonomental. I miss Disneyland
& Whistler.


[paintmylove]
at 9:45 AM