Thursday, July 27, 2006
i can't go any further,stop the push.
it's killing me.
everytime i hear your voice,i feel pain.
the strain in me is already raising.
with more pain,i'm getting myself ready for a gunshot,
if thats' what makes you happy.
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Firstly i'd like to blog about my dearest daughter who's been trying to be a bitch recently. oh wells,you're whiney&irritating! i was just being ignorant towards you and your bimboticness+childishness.Oh,obviously the word "grow up" does not exist in your dictionary.No amout of crocodile tears that you shed helps you,OK? okok.damnit,you wldn't even wanna hold a plastic bag.This is school honey NOT,home.If it's at home,i don't bloody give a fuck about you whinning to your mother abt anything.and mind you,stop treating yourself like a princess in school because no one wants to treat you like one! good&happy to read this ?
i very much appreciate of you to change.you're 14.stop acting like one 5year old kiddo.But i still lovee you(:
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1.phone is confiscated but getting it back on the 19th August'2006
2.i really really need to go shopping!
3.i really really need to go out with my wife!
4.i really really want some $$$
5.i really really miss my boy.
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i really believe that i'm not the only one that is being showed favouritism in the family. its really annoying ok! mother loves brother more then i do and talks more to him then she does to me.WTF? Well an attempt of stress leads to depression and then to suicide.eg,she starts cutting herself&wanting to jump off a building. These ideas are possible for teenagers our age.okay,well..there's not enough motherly love i see! does it mean i'm on virginsuicde for my eyes to feast on? haha! we'll see.aight buddy?


[paintmylove]
at 4:14 AM