Tuesday, October 31, 2006
"oh,my god!Mummy,i want a kitten/pup/rabbit/hamster so cute!" Please don't judge these animals by their images.Loads of animals have been found abandon @ HDB areas,some ill-treated.Mostly are being abandon and some putten up for adoption.We all understand that when a kitten/pup is young,they look uber cute but as they grow old they become trash to majority of the families in singapore.You can't just shelve them whenever you want to you know? They aren't toys.Please save their lives, many of the animals @ the SPCA are looking for good homes.Some of them maybe dieing soon(never know) but atleast they die somewhere good where they know they are being loved and maybe some of them are possible to make your day by very simple moves. When i stepped into the viewing shelter, i was shocked. Pedigree breeds are even putten up for adoption,what a waste i thought. The moment anyone steps into the shelter,they bark like they have not seen any human,adding on.. wagging tails! Kittens such as 2 1/2mths old are also putten up for adoption. There are many which SPCA is trying to help them look for good homes. Please save their lives,i'm sure you wouldn't want them to suffer like that.Put them in their shoes.If any blog reader comes across this post and also at the same time considering to get a pet. Please come over to the SPCA @ 41 Mt Vernon Rd. Think twice of buying a pet from the petshop that costs you abt $1600 + for a pet? Save a life today=) These animals being put up @ the viewing shelter have unlimited time there untill they are being found good homes(: Thankyou.

Save a life today,make its day its very best and yours too (:
To assit,write me an email: linkmypoop@hotmail.com



(a 2 1/2 month old kitten)

(cages,in which the animals are living in @ SPCA)

(lonely pup)

(Angora rabbit)

(2 loving cats)

(my best,rottweillier)

(This maltese here is not from ESPCA) haha

(Can't remember his name but i nicknamed him,cheeky)

(professor cat) haha





[paintmylove]
at 5:14 PM


Hellolovelies :/

I went SPCA yesterday all by myself to sober with the animals (2nd time there). And,i'm planning to go again with Steph&Rach. I took a couple of photos of SPCA's condition la. It hasn't change,since.ha i'm lazy to load the photos up.

ok btw,Rachel&Steph came over. We had our mooovie marathon with instant pop-corns, mummy noodies!drinks (: yea and laughter in the room.We watched Eurotrip(uncensored) Rachel! hahaha.so funny la the subtitles. heh~ o,my day! haha after the moovie was done,we searched for madtv veedeos on youtube then yeah. ha -water birth- well uhm,then off to holland V. fuckingmeliedtomymum that i was gonna take a trip down to UNITED SQ. But no.. i ended up in hollandfuckingV! haha tired tired ok byeloves.

ps:/ Jaanu,get well soon aight.iloveyou. i'll take a trip down to Siglap-home after you've recovered aiight. byeee twiggy!lovelove toodles


[paintmylove]
at 2:26 AM


Sunday, October 29, 2006
hellobyebye-love

HAPPY HALLOWEEN(:

blogger.com ysterday was being an ass. thanks for being an ass,now that my 2nd recent issue is destroyed. Thxlathnx!

smileformewhenyouthinkitstherighttime,smileallthetimecauseitsalwaysright(:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=seg1EFFK2iY-Fuck ya man
Foshizzlemynizzle!
This song is goodgood! iloveit
i'm bitchy myself *winks*


[paintmylove]
at 5:50 PM



I know i can a little stubborn sometimes
A little righteous and too proud
I just want to find a way to compromise
Cos i believe that we can work things out

I thought i had all the answers never giving in
But baby since you've gone i admit that i was wrong

All i know is i'm lost without you
i'm not gonna lie
How my going to be strong without you
i need you by my side
We ever say we'll never be together and we ended up saying goodbye
Don't know what i'd do,
i'm lost without you

I keep trying to find my way
but all i know is i'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day
i'm lost without you

How my ever gonna get rid of these blues
Baby i'm so lonly all the time
Everywhere i go i get so confused
You're the only thing thats on my mind

Oh my beds so cold at night
and i miss you more every night
only you can make it right
I'm not too proud to say

All i know is i'm lost without you
I'm not gonna lie
How my going to be strong without you
I need you by my side
We ever sat we'll never be together and ended with goodbye
Don't know what i'd do..
I'm lost without you

I keep trying to find my way but all
I know is ...
I'm lost without you

iloveyou


[paintmylove]
at 3:47 AM


Saturday, October 28, 2006

I know i can a little stubborn sometimes
A little righteous and too proud
I just want to find a way to compromise Cos i believe that we can work things out
I thought i had all the answers never giving in
But baby since you've gone i admit that i was wrong
All i know is i'm lost without you
i'm not gonna lie
How my going to be strong without you
i need you by my side
We ever say we'll never be together and we ended up saying goodbye
Don't know what i'd do, i'm lost without you
I keep trying to find my way but all i know is i'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day i'm lost without you
How my ever gonna get rid of these blues
Baby i'm so lonly all the time
Everywhere i go i get so confused
You're the only thing thats on my mind
Oh my beds so cold at night and i miss you more every night
only you can make it right I'm not too proud to say
All i know is i'm lost without you
I'm not gonna lie
How my going to be strong without you
I need you by my side
We ever sat we'll never be together and ended with goodbye
Don't know what i'd do..
I'm lost without you
I keep trying to find my way
but all I know is ... I
'm lost without you
iloveyou


[paintmylove]
at 9:20 PM


Friday, October 27, 2006
ExHaUsTeD.

blogger is like taking friggin long to upload the photos i took with stephanie today! rahh! omg,vivo is bigbigbig. got lost! haha went to meet mabel! i'm kinda lazyyy to type.

kthxbye(:


[paintmylove]
at 7:56 AM


Very amusing

26.10.06

26.10.06

26.10.06

If you'd ask me,i'd rather keep the silence
cause i'm in no yet, independence.
mentallyshy,physicallyshy, a source of sign of peace
these tears,they come&go.
soft cry. An addiction to sing
the wind,it blew against my face
the thought of me
like this
today
was
barely
in
pain
.
..
...
....
....
......
......
........
.........
..........
............

Although her lips smiled,her words didn't.


Adora©twiggy




[paintmylove]
at 12:18 AM


Thursday, October 26, 2006
Afterschool ---- >

*Went town with Nina
*threading
*neopritties
*windowshop&candyshop
*usual boy talks
*wallet shop hopping

lazy to upload the photos.kthnxbye:)))
(Nana,you gotta wait)


[paintmylove]
at 3:35 AM


Tuesday, October 24, 2006















Yestergoodday.
16 years of lovehate relationship(:
SSA,Pork organs eating,home then town till night.
The christmas decorations are getting worse&worse each year.

shit la WJ! The singapura song is "i live in singapura" stuck in my head!Eeee... Hossen Leong! haha Anyways,lovelove.

whitebutterflyblueboxers,fosho!


 GOOD LAUGH


[paintmylove]
at 7:43 PM


Monday, October 23, 2006


Some radomly picked cute images to brighten up your day.
Now this is what i can only do.
Yes i know,I love you.


Yesterday,something s-l-o-w was it.imizzhim(fact).
Am i doing now enough effort? sigh. I'm trying to smile.
Atleast a fake one.
Why hello,yesterday was also full of video web games! Leon you such a loser la. He started off by loving my rabbits then later braces buddies,prata&mooncake fight.
Had a gr8 laught but didn't last long.
kthnkxbye.

ps:I may sound lil not friendly but,inside i still am.
Just no mood and all i wanna do is stay beside you.
This is a rather dissapointing fact here.


[paintmylove]
at 7:24 PM


Sunday, October 22, 2006
After talking to the DARA the devil last night,i finally made my last decision this morning by not going to school. Msg'd one of my girls in sch and asked how was the class attendance.Sadly,13 only turned up.Hahahaha! I feel pretty bored now kkz. Go sch bored,stay at home bored! Lol what the !@#$% i wonder if Varughese went to school. Omg tomorrow no school again! I'm going SSA with Weejia i guess to pass time.And not forgetting,i feel safe sitting infront of the Ghon-zhon. I pretty much feel dropped out of love for whatever just happened recently.

.Lonesome with tonight,without my lover.

steadysteady! I seriously can't wait to go American&Canada. I wanna leave my heartbreak behind. And oh my gosh,my ex-crush is going. But i doubt anything will happen anyways as i love ______ just as much as i hate him. Well not exactly hate,but like we're no longer close.Thats what i think. I hope he's happy anyways. How much again i won't be celebrating Xmas and my bday in singapore. Fo shizzle! Heard that bestie is going to the states too. Next next wk,Halloween. Ook! Wait,thats like during holidays! But i talktalk only then now no mood to celebrate it la. (Sneeze&Fart) here we go! - haha
Mother is coming home today. Gonna fetch her at 5pm ,Terminal 1,Quantas 77.OKok,enough of blogging byebye!

.Basket of gums,here they COME.


[paintmylove]
at 7:26 PM


promoted.

() Sweet 16th coming
() Iloveyou
() Dayout with stephanie&Rachel
() Drinking/clubbing
() Starfucks
() Canda&America upup and away!
() Go go gadget gospel
() Lets talk about lesbianity kk
() Halloween,next next week.

i've fallen outta love.
have i ever told any of you blog readers that i'm a loser for love???
HAVE I ?
if no then i'm telling ya'll now.

Omg.So much have happened recently and i'm so..lost!
Heh ok...Mummy is coming home from Perth tomorrow yay
bucket of gums coming up! I miss bestie,Sandra Barbara. Also miss rachel&stephanie and i doubt i miss the rest. NOT forgetting arjun too. hehez. Germaine keeps saying i dye my hair la! like what the fuck! GERMAINE,NONO..for the hundredth and last time i'm telling you now that i never dye my hair! whatever color u may see that appears infront of your eyes,they're just illusions.Maybe my hair is really gold,haha never now. Heyhey! 1st pricilla said i had red hair(so she thinks im a brunette now?) then you, say i got gold.. woah! Rainbow ah my hair! lol.. you people ah,something must be wrong with the eyes ok! Aniwaes take care byeeeeee


bitch.


[paintmylove]
at 6:36 AM


Monday, October 16, 2006
Today&tomorrow is marking day.
Sigh
My mother is talking to the agent.
i'm flying to Perth,staying there for unknown days.
(flight maybe tonight at 1am,17October)
i'm leaving 1/2 my broken heartbhind and the rest with me.
Don't worry,i'm bringing your heart along too.
See,over this few days..
i've been smiling without tears.
Actually,behind the smile is covered with a million droplets.
I don't want you to see them
see,iloveyou.

ps:Boy,you know she's faking a smile. Com'on,cheer her with a kiss gdbye
you mean the world to her. *winks*
I hope you see this post. Really hope you do(:


[paintmylove]
at 7:32 PM


Sunday, October 15, 2006

untill today for like 24hrs i'm still crying.
but i'm smiling at the same time.
the fragrance of my room,you left your scent there.
my bed,my blankie,filled.
so much of you that i've missed over the 24hrs.
thanksforyou3IN1 tears wipper!
the cards,the photos,the 20th century kisses. Woahhh
held your hands,i didn't want you to leave.
i want you to watch me sleep to dream about you.
and hear my soft snore.
i wish to feel your breath against my neck again,soon.

These memories won't sell out,it ain't porn

i'm afraid to let you go,
so afraid you'd love someone else.
2 Years 2Months 8Days

You are special my love.
Will these tears soon turn into blood?
possible.
They're called suicide tears


[paintmylove]
at 6:28 PM


Friday, October 13, 2006

i'll light a candle
&& spend my time thinking of you.
&& i feel that i'm missing you.
&& i thought of you kissing me one more time.
&& i hope you come home soon.
&& just waiting for you to hold me.

just to let you know.

Good to know that you're waiting for me,it feels warming good.

I spend my time today
Just thinking of you
My heart and my mind
Are filled with missing you

I can't wait for the moments
When you finally back in my arms
So far now while you're not around
The thought of you keeps me warm

I'm wanting for you touch
And you're kisses are real in this
I hope you come home soon
But untill then this is what i'd do

*
I'll light a candle(To say that you can hold)
Just to let you know(Just to let you know)
That i've been waiting so long for you to hold me
Tell me that oyou will stay(Stay with me forever)
I'll light a candle in the window
All because of....

(boy)
Just the thought of you
Gets me through my days
You constantly in mind
In everysinle way
I can feel you touching my dreams
I don't want to open my eyes
Just to know that you're waiting for me
Makes me feel warm inside
Its only time
That keeps us apart
But in the moment
We'll be face-to-face and hard to hide

*
I'll light a candle
To say that oyou can hold(say that you can hold)
Just to let oyu know(just to let you know)
That i've waiting so long dor you to hold me(figure that baby)
For you to hold me (For you to hold me)
Tell me that you'll stay(Tell me you'll stay)
I'll light a candle in the window (light a candle yea)
All because of...

(girl)
There're nothing that i tend to know
That you coming home

(boy)
Don't oyou worry girL
You won't be alonr to long

(girl)
When the morning comes and i see your face
Right next to me

(Together)
We will make it last forever
Don't ever leave



[paintmylove]
at 9:47 PM


Thursday, October 12, 2006
everything feels like shit.
Read my lips,N-O..M-O-O-D =) geddit?
yesyesyesyes.ThankyouThankyou(:

imma bitch to everyone la okokokok.


ps:/Don't know whats gotten into the world.

AdorasaysohHellobitchbitchbitchbitchbitch.

this is the point of time when everybody wansta bitchbitchbitchbitch.


[paintmylove]
at 11:56 PM


Wednesday, October 11, 2006











Ookok.Melanie had to go do her braces today,so i accompanied this silly girl to Paragon even if my mood was like shit but i still enojyed myself(@ the same time,grumbling).After her Braces app,we went to Starbucks at Wisma. We settled there,laugh.OMFG! Starbucks Caramel Frappacino is fuckinggood!yumm yumm and we ate Ugly Chicken Pie.What a name but it tasted good anyways.Bumped into a couple of STC girls;bitches.1 who stared.Digyoureyeballsoutthenyouknow,CB!

Confession: I admitt imma badbad girl,i'll listen to you.I'll do whatever that makes you happy. If we keep arguing about this issue,its gonna bring us nowhere.Alrightalright? you're right and i'm wrong.Shan't answer back,just a yes or no.A nod and a shake.I'm happy,really- You bring out the best in me.ThankyouThankyou.I'll talk to myself these few days.


[paintmylove]
at 11:16 PM


Tuesday, October 10, 2006
I'm bored&i'm hungered!Arjun is making me wait tilll 2.30pm! Hope he's not gonna delay.Something is wrong with my pc speakers! Once again,yes it is ON! Omg,how am i to use the fucking computer without music? Taken privilleage-. I'm craving for Ben&Jerry's! Anyone,anyone? ): RahhhhhhHhhhhh. Again ok.Oh and i think i'm gonna flunk Chinese&Geog. Haha..Let'em go down the drain larrr... My stomach is growling! GRrrrr=( I feel like making an App with Bilkis for threading today.Since its after exams and my brows are getting outta shape!Theres long list for me to fill after exams. Fucking rush la tis year. Till not even times to payback my love for Jaan.. I'm really really fat!I got a tummy and hey,that ain't fair!

12.50pm
someone suggest a box of tissue please and a plate of apples sliced. Fosho la.

Oh wells since it is only the start of the day? I shall blog more later and go to bed now and wait for my fairly prince to wake me with a Kiss.


[paintmylove]
at 9:48 PM


Monday, October 09, 2006
yea,i can't stop blogging.
but i had to.

months&months ago,i was this skin&bone human.
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slashslashslashslash
Now,i'm FAT.
fuckthosefuckingfatfatfatFATS!
Fo'shoFo'shomaNigga=)
cheebai.
My bestie is a whore&she entertains me well(:
Sandra Loh,where are you ?
waitwait,lemma make u sound ang moh-ish.
Sandra Barbara=) haha
lovelovelovelove.
TOoodles.

I feel inhuman without you


[paintmylove]
at 11:40 PM


Saturday, October 07, 2006









This cannot get any better.
O K! This is the end till then,end =)
*smooches*


-END-


[paintmylove]
at 6:23 PM


Friday, October 06, 2006
Ok.I'm pretty bored.Suppose to be studying literature!But lazy larr. Need to read notes then thats it. sighsigh. This coming Thursday or Wednesday.Yesterday sucks! It was our 2yr 2month anniversary and fuckingexams are around the corner so sadly we couldn't celebrate. Effing thing. Shitti-fied. So i guess i'll do this silly quiz tt i found on friendster.I feel Bullshited-

1.Single, taken or crushing? *engage,what do you say?
2.Are you happy with your life now?*OoOooooOh very
3.When you meet the right person,will you fall withhim/her fast?
*No? thats like make-so desperate!
4.Have you had your heart broken?*reasonable ones.
5.Do you believe there are circumstances wherecheating love is acceptable?*yup.Its called an open-relationship.
6.Would you talk to someone back if he/she cheats on you?
*He'd be dead by then.So? no chance.
7.Have you talk to another person about marriagebefore?
 *yeh,all the time what.
8.Do you want children?
*Depends on the situation
9.How many? *undecided
10.Would you consider adoption?
*yeh,likely to do so!
11.If someone like you right now,what do you think to let you know his/her feelings?
 *Start to be Emo-ish lorrh.
12.Do you enjoy getting into relationships?
 *yawns*

13.Be honest.What did you and your ex did?
*heyhey! What kinda nonsense is this ? LOL.Bitch!
.
14.Do you believe in love at first sight?
 *Uhm, i kena b4.But i doubt i believe in it.
15.Are you romantic?* whats that suppose to mean?

16.Do you believe you can
change someone?* Oh you mean plastic surgery? yesyes,to the ugliest.because of the hatest.
17.If you could marry somewhere,where would it be?*Uhm,beach.
18.Do you easily give in when you're fighting?*I'mma bitch and ya wouldn't wanna mess with me!
19.Do you have feelings for someone right now?*yes,but its not any ordinary someone you know ?
20.Have you ever wish you could have someone but you messed it up?*Now,does it make me a drama mama?
21.Have you broken a heart?*Not intenionally
22.One day if your bestfriend fall in love with he/shethat you are deeply in love with.What would youdo?*Let it go.
23.Are you missing someone right now?
*well,hellobyebye.

//withpoise.


[paintmylove]
at 11:39 PM


Thursday, October 05, 2006
I am rich on tears now.
I sobber and hug my stomach.
The pain of a needle sinking through my skin.I can't take it-
Why did the angel ran away ?
Left me with bleeding tears.
Why did the devil stay ?
It's none of anyones' buisness.
It's horrific appearence was being absorbed by the cells in my skull and now its a stained memory of its scorn of laughter.Blood stains on its teeth
and deep sobber of blood rings in his eyes.
Honey,I can't take my eyes off you.
............................................................

Ok ok.Enough of the emokiddo!
Haiz,is it me or isit just my friends.
something is wrong! something is seriously wrong and i know it.
C'mon,i can't fake a lie no more.

1.Serious moodswings

Dontcha think its completely weird? I mean,i used to be this crazy shit. Jumping around,hopping in class,screaming,laughing and sometimes maybe even smiling to myself.okok,i know that part sounds a lil nutty but yeah that used to be me..The Adora everyone knows! Now i can hardly even smile and yeh.Most of the time shed crocodile tears behind everyones back. I guess,afterall... i'm not strong and i'm gonna pray for strengh and wisdom.Ackack..I can't bring on the heartbreak to what i'm doing.. Is everything i'm doing going down the drain or isit gonna worth a living ? lol,fuck. No one can reply to this.No one can ever understand me too! Not even my love ones! nono,not even jaanu.I feel small...I'm so afraid of my surroudings! Take care everyone.

GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR EXAMS!PASS IT WITH FLYING COLORS! LOVELOVE =)

IlikeitClassicallydone.


[paintmylove]
at 2:24 AM


Wednesday, October 04, 2006

When i finally float back up in the lift in the early hours,i'm in a fuzzy pink cloud.
Every muscle feels happily pliable like warm plasticine.Bankrupty counts,
power-man supply teachers,
suppernatural voices,can't touch me.
It isn't drink,drugs or sex.
I've danced myself into a stage of pure bliss.
My world is beautiful and,for a change,
absolutely nothing hurts.


[paintmylove]
at 4:17 AM


Monday, October 02, 2006

We'll do it all Everything On our own
We don't need Anything Or anyone
If I lay here If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
I don't quite know How to say
How I feel Those three words
Are said too much They're not enough
If I lay here If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told Before
we get too old Show me a garden that's bursting into life
Let's waste time Chasing cars Around our heads
I need your grace To remind me To find my own
If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me
and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told Before we get too old Show me a garden that's bursting into life
All that I am All that I ever was Is here in your perfect eyes,
they're all I can see I don't know where Confused about how as well Just know that these things will never change for us at all If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world?


[paintmylove]
at 1:32 AM