Tuesday, March 27, 2007 i have to block out thoughts of you so i don't lose my head they crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed dropping little rees of tape to remind me that i'm alone playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home there's a burning in my pride,a nervous bleeding in my brain an ounce of space is all want for you.will you never call again? and will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face and will you never try to reach me? it is i that wanted space hate me today, hate me tomorrow, hate me so you can finally see what's good for you i'm sober now for 3whole months it's one accomplishment that you helped me with the one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing i won't touch again in a sick way i want to thank you for holding my head up late at night while i was busy wagin wars on myself,you were trying to stop the fight you never doubt my warped opinions on things like sucidal hate you made me compliment myself when it was way too ahrd to take so i'll drive so fucking far away that i never cross your mind and do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behid hate me today, hate me tomorrow hate me for all the things i didn't do for you hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow hate me so you can finally see whats good for you and with a sad heart i say bye to you and wave kciking shadows on the strt for every mistake that i had made ad like a babyboy i never was a man' untill i saw your blue eyes crying and i held your face in my hand and then i fell down yelling " make it go away!" just like a smile come back and shine just like it used to be and then she whispered "how can you do this to me?"
Rachel&stephanie movie marathon over at my place again yeah ? soonsoon. i miss you guys bloody much.________&________ Bed'd? ha fuckyou, today,i feel damn irritated i don't know why... i think im gonna get my menses soon... PMS sucks! i felt damn tired todayyy la... omg,i'm so hungered for my U-DON haha damn nice la
hey girl,i think you're fine...
"hell'yeah hey DJ bring that back!"
[paintmylove] at 7:20 PM
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Tuesday, March 27, 2007 i have to block out thoughts of you so i don't lose my head they crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed dropping little rees of tape to remind me that i'm alone playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home there's a burning in my pride,a nervous bleeding in my brain an ounce of space is all want for you.will you never call again? and will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face and will you never try to reach me? it is i that wanted space hate me today, hate me tomorrow, hate me so you can finally see what's good for you i'm sober now for 3whole months it's one accomplishment that you helped me with the one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing i won't touch again in a sick way i want to thank you for holding my head up late at night while i was busy wagin wars on myself,you were trying to stop the fight you never doubt my warped opinions on things like sucidal hate you made me compliment myself when it was way too ahrd to take so i'll drive so fucking far away that i never cross your mind and do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behid hate me today, hate me tomorrow hate me for all the things i didn't do for you hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow hate me so you can finally see whats good for you and with a sad heart i say bye to you and wave kciking shadows on the strt for every mistake that i had made ad like a babyboy i never was a man' untill i saw your blue eyes crying and i held your face in my hand and then i fell down yelling " make it go away!" just like a smile come back and shine just like it used to be and then she whispered "how can you do this to me?"
Rachel&stephanie movie marathon over at my place again yeah ? soonsoon. i miss you guys bloody much.________&________ Bed'd? ha fuckyou, today,i feel damn irritated i don't know why... i think im gonna get my menses soon... PMS sucks! i felt damn tired todayyy la... omg,i'm so hungered for my U-DON haha damn nice la
