Tuesday, February 27, 2007
Btw,i had my grumpy session today. It has been happening quite often recently and i don't feel like talking about it cause the feeling sucks but i survived so it shouldnt be a problem. Now, im so sad cos next thursday i'll be leaving singapore for 5days and yeh ): no good food,NO AIR CON... but i sure will bring back plenty of dirty memories there! hahaha :) okok,bye ppl...
CLearing my sms's. just came by
Frm amar: what?you?doing?
Frm Resh: ok,msg you tomorrow when on the way to sch...bye hahahaha
Frm Hanli: take your mind off him, stop thinking and talk to me
Frm Jag: whatever,dassit. wassup with the comedian?
Frm Nicolette: uh ask'em
excuse me,Amar. you msg me fucking late at night and expect me t message you uh? im alrdy sleeping by 11+ and u bloody msg at 12.45AM! what a life.. haha kk byebye
[paintmylove]
at 11:06 PM
I think imma get a fever real soon :( Boohoo! y'know y'know i've been mugging desperately hard for my CA1 espicially SS and today i couldn't answer for it ? I know i sounds stupid but ya. It was in essay form and one Qn costs 12m and the other 13m... Literally wrote rubbish for the ERP question and im sure im not the only one who did that! HAHAHA you know who you are ahhh people :D LAWL! Gonna sit for chem/bio exam tomorrow... Shit lar! But i've got confidence for science so it shouldn't be a problem...
It was a solem day today and i couldn't cope with anything. I don't know why. Could it be because i've been staying up late thinking about stuffs or i'm just a bumbum? Perhaps both lahhhh. Jag-a-ding-dong is mugging! O honey,too bad your exam ends on Friday and mine ends on Thursday! muahahahaha.. okokok honey,i'll see you in sch tomorrow.. you and your juicy pussy! lol,whatever and i'm not deprieved ok... Look who's talking then? someone tried grinding against me... haha its so much fun with you in school man...Now that the fact we're just door to door class room,i cannot concentrate! Just cos everytime you come out of your class,you'll purposely stand RIGHT infront of my door just to gimmie hi/goodbye kisses!Eu eetche mouth! And as for Andreanna and i,she was pretty moody today i don't know why.. Chanterina,always quiet larrr...that one is forever to be.. hahaha
I feel so sleepy,like im going to doze off any moment. After school i went down to united Sq to get myself a tall caramel frappacino. Guess what? It ain't workin. I guess coffee does not take effect on my anymore... I'm sucha loser,i know i know... and can't believe myself that i lost my Math Astronomy wrksheet! & am now waiting for Chanterina to fax it over to me! My right feet is annoying me!It is itching like hell! So excuse me sir,you were saying i was sweet that was why my feet had been tasted by 8lesbo mosquitos eh?! haha damn itchy la! alamak,i feel like crying..it itches like hell and yarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! OKok,thats the end of TEDAY! imma logggg of for now and mugmugmug,fucking mug till i get smarterrrr then Anita!
BYE!
[paintmylove]
at 4:40 PM
Sunday, February 25, 2007
I so feel like killing jag-a-ding-dong! m fucking gonna kick those dongs of hers! Jag,i love you still so,not to worry yeah? I'm not really in a good mood for dinner. I don't feel hungry. Atleast when my stomach starts to grumble then i will.I'm really really tired.Came home like 5am in the morninggggg yesterday! My brothers house warming party was the bomb man! Shit knows i won $$$ haha && i started kissing the sexy dollars... its the sign,omgomgomg! I didn't capture the memories of the house and people.. but i visualised em in my mind (: good eh? Humanology nowahdaes...
After his house warming party at 12.30am in the morning,friend phoned me down to Chronic2 @ DXO.I didnt club. We met and we had our heart to heart talk till ... uhm well yeh imma go now..bye
[paintmylove]
at 4:01 AM
Thursday, February 22, 2007
m walking away without shaking hands
[paintmylove]
at 2:28 AM
Wednesday, February 21, 2007

PIKACHU is sucha bitch! I totally hate her outta my fucking guts!
Stupid Chuchuchu! She so-is-getting-on-my-nerves!
Bitch who raised her voice and ordered me to open the back door. Like WTF?
Do i look like a maid to her?
A maid wearing a white blouse and blue pinafoe? plusplus white polished school shoes!!
I feel like crying over and talk to my mother!
She picks on her own students! She is so freaking biase!
Hehehe,stupid chu! This morning thought tht the plastic bag i put on my bag,thought that inside is food..Like,DREAM ON BITCH! its my Lino block for art,think i'd be so stupid to let you confiscate my precious food isit?Though my pocket had a few packets of sweet.
Try hard someothertime.Thankyou.
-rolled my eyes - & she stared at me...
She wanna gimmie attitude problem,so now its like that lar?
SET! i play with her.
Whoever is reading this? I'm so sorry ok... its just i really can't stand her! Why can't she just retire uh? Isn't she sick and tired!? OMG. she lagi get a life lar.
Andreanna & I the victims in her class.
Today is sucha fucked up day ok. I really feel like crying.I'm now riding an emotional roller coaster and trust me it aint pleasent. Chu is being a bitch,art teacher is being more then something i expected(jus cos shes preggy-what an excuse).All i wanted was an opinion on my art work and she scolded me! she scolded me just cos i asked her for an opinion? omg. Does she even put herself in her students shoe.. that art is one subject that requires truckloads of brainstorming and help is needed everrrrrryminute/second! I so wish i was in Mr Seow's class. This isnt the 1st time. So Mrs Chua may i ask you if i'm that lousy in art tha u have to turn me down ? Heck abt this,ok. I asked me nicely if my clear slip of paperr was ok and i said no nicely and answered what u wanted from me. You told me,YOUUUUUU TOLD ME TO GO TO THE SECOND DRAWERRR TO SEARCH FOR MY ART WORK!? GUESS WHAT! I DID AND I COULDN'T FIND IT.you bloodypushed the blame to me issit? for me cannot find my art work ? the second drawer is cramped with another classes work. For the second and last time,imma tell you I DID HAND IN MY WORK,YOU TOLD ME TO PUT IT ON THE TABLE! so gt ure facts right. Congratulations,i hate you. and i wish for FnN or neither.
CB.
FU.
For that you alrady have affectd me.
I really felt like crying when i left her art class.its so,stressing.
Imma cooperate with herfor the next few months or years.
mak,whatever lar.
bug,imissyou.
comehomesoon.
somuchtosay,somuchtotell.
-sad-
[paintmylove]
at 6:15 AM
Monday, February 19, 2007

THE VERY DECENT SIDE OF ME

THE CYNICAL SIDE OF ME&YOU

G-L-A-M-O-R-O-U-S
lucky for me that it happens only once a year with money.Pleasured by the picture black&red cards. Spades,clubs,diamonds and hearts. Royal thinking by the key player to win. 100-200bucks i won and lost. Followed by phillipine poker,the sex.I won lil,cos we played small. Calculating all was a 40dollar bill for poker. -imissyou-(random,i know).
check..check..check...
up by 50! (shakes)-orgasm
you are far
from losing me...
lets hold hands
& save this sinking ship
[paintmylove]
at 8:07 PM
Friday, February 16, 2007






I so miss this mad ass bitch! So glad that i met up with my old Nanyangnites! hahaha no regrets man! The boys all look the same except they have grown taller :) hahaha went to cine to meet'em. Veronica,Madelene,Sandra,Queenie,Marcus,XP,Alex all there! hahaha
Even tho we've graduated,we still look like pri sch mates. haha
so happy,as happy as everrrrr!
After cine,we walked over to Hereen to take neoprints. haha so funny larrr! I'llnever forget 16/2! Yeahhh. One by one they all left,so the crumbs were me,veron,san and alex. Decided to come over my place to play pool. We couldn't poke no balls for nuts lar! haha Veronica is the best la she! LOL!
I really miss you guys man! No regrets meeting you all man! haha
4 years && we're still the same... Weeheehee!
Its only 1day and i'm missing ladybug. I love you
I hope you write me an email.
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!
[paintmylove]
at 10:36 PM
Thursday, February 15, 2007
-Happy belated Valentines day,love-
I know i stand in line
untill you think you have the time
to spend an evening with me
and if we go someplace to dance
i know that there's a chance
you won't be leaving with me
Then afterwards we drop it into a quiet little place
and have a drink or two
and then i go and spoil it all
by saying something stupid
like i love you
i can see it in your eyes
that you despise the same old lines
you heard the night before
and though its just a line to you
for me it's true
and never seemed so right before
i practive every day to find some clever
lines to say
to make the meaning come through
bt then i think i'll wait untill the evening
gets late
ad i'm alone with you
the time is right
your perume fills my head
the stars get red
and oh the night's so blue
and then i go and spoil it all
by saying something stupid
like i love you
I LOVE YOU
[paintmylove]
at 1:53 AM
Monday, February 12, 2007
[Listening to: Hot chick by Uffie]
I dont mind if you were a parasite infecting me with your (bad) to every body part ,then you'd be a part of meyou would never guess that you still affect me in more ways than you can ever think ok that sounded really drastic nah its not all true but there are still ways, you might need your toes to count sometimes i just miss how everything used to fit so perfectly i've learnt no one's perfect, that really sounded like a tore the line out of famous cliches 2000 but yeap you were one beautiful sorry example





I can't remember much today. Cause so many things happened today! The only thing that i could remember is that during recess,they were selling Helium balloons and Andreanna and i bought a few of it. Knowing that Jagdish has balloon phobia,we just gave it a go! Chased Jagdish away by holding balloons next to us! hahahabut i felt bad cause,she was so scared that she said "you guys suck,i hate you all" and cried then she dashed into the toilet-cubicle. Poor Jag-a-ding-dong.But i love you still even tho you say i suck! Hahaha It was pure fun larh! Hmm so much of laughter... So then after recess was Chem! An aftermath of sucking helium(squeaky voice)-Lonely,i'm mister lonely,i have nobody! Harrharr. Andreanna couldn't suck no balls of helium.she still sounded the same xcept fer the part she said "WHUT?" omgomgomgomg,Andreanna you are so cute larrr! Valentines day is coming up in like 2 days time? I ain't got a valentine. I WAS SUPPOSE TO HAVE ONE but it ran away and i ain't gonna catch it. Makes me sound so desperate. Let love come naturally and never rush into having a relationship as alot of things may come about wrongly. I still love ladybug (we are friends now and i'll leave it this way.I'm not gonna lose this chance. But as far as possible,i'll try controlling my emotionals). Anyways :/ gosh! i'm so bored... I miss laughing abt with Andreanna and lifting up Chanterina's pinafoe plusplus gd sex with Hanli over the phone! Harhar,you make me smile girl!
To Hanli: 31secs fer tying a cherry knot? knotted.ha! i'm not that gd either you fuckingbitch! This is so one reason why i love you many many. && i'm sure Glenna would lykta join us.&& also that the photo i have putten up of you and me? Can't see clear,but you are still as b-e-a-u-tiful as ever girlie! Clement/lush,If you read this? I'm sorry! But Glenna's mine and i'd lykta fuck'r too! hahaha..How about share share?nownow,its not the tyme to b sel-fish,boy! hahaha
Talking on the phone with Hanli makes me shake! Shes so into sex. wth. but ya ya la Hanli,you are the sex in me. Stop turning everyone on with your horny vibes b4 i'd cut yo cunt. Oh and i forgotten that Joshua's eating peas fer valentines! hahahahahaha Setbitch.Oral 4val's. you&me on the bitch. you fuck a watermelon and i do a banana... a seaurchin would be gd wouldn't it!? Hanli,once you read this post,pleaseeeeee call me! I'd lyk to talktomahawtstuff -winks,down undermybedwhereyoubelong! haha oops,underblanket! okok,enough. Toodles everybody!
[paintmylove]
at 3:19 AM
Saturday, February 10, 2007
I know the amount seems pathetic :/
Big prawn in the middle,Tricia caught...I felt so hopeless last night! I only caught 2prawns which took me 1hr to catch and ya.. but lucky i caugh 2 in a row!! :( So hopeless and i think we caught like less then 20 prawns even tho there was like 10 of us ?! But thanks to Tricia,she manage to catch one large one... Everytime when i know the stewpit prawn has biten my bait? it will let go! Smart prawns eh! Atleast i caught like 2! Better thn nothing...
Being rich doesn't mean you're everything.
Money can't buy happiness but can buy many other things.
Money can't buy love...Anything thts got to do with feelings,money can't buy it:) To love someone,is to respect someone down from your heart.
Those 3simple words,are always just for say...
You don't have to say'em to show the other party you love'em...
Simple doings and helps,shows how much u love'em :)Tomorrow sch:( Not again,Monday blues! rawrrr... I've got nothing to say le.. byebye
[paintmylove]
at 8:44 PM
Friday, February 09, 2007
nothing seems to fit me this year !do you know how troublesome for me to find shoes and bags for myself? Was out with Thanausha,Rasati and Jag today to shop. I bought a golden necklace and i think im about to catch a cold. I'm sneezing like some asshole here. ): TODAY,lastday of suspension. No more slackdays and today,smart Andreanna wasn't in sch so it was kinda boring ! Rarely in the library can we hear wicked laughters today. Sigh!
I'm so pissed off! i saw a shoe that i liked and it totally fitted what i was gonna wear for my CNY renunion. Sadly size 36 was their smallest! And smarty pants jagdish broke my slippers by stepping in em! :( its gone! BOOhooHoo! I'mm sign off now,nothing much to say.
MY BACK HURTS.
&& i just caught a flu :(
I can't explain this feeling,
i think about it everyday
and even tho we've moved on
it gets so hard to walk away
iloveyou,bug.
[paintmylove]
at 2:09 AM
Tuesday, February 06, 2007
so much of laughters matched with optimistic choices and stories.
Jag-err-ding-dong & me-lo-la
me-lo-la,ah Than,Jag-err-ding-dong
Anfleanna & me-lo-la
So much,i miss you partner in crime/laughing machine
Our choice begin today of being goodie good girls except for my sluttified girlfriend and yet i love her oh-so-mwach! The trip to the police station for an education talk was interesting. We ended up in the VIP-conference rm! Coolios la. So the senior inspector let us watched a video clip and he spoke to us abt gang fights lots la!Showed us real crime photos ..its not a really good sight to look at :D I wa laughing half the time...so it didn't really bother me :D
Counselling is really slack. but sadly i have to miss all the important periods! like,cutebuttthing's class! :(( and i'm happy i get to miss CPC class,tht stewpit beech! -cow brain- I'm filld with laughter and smiles every single day,without fail. Thanks to Andreanna but of course there are times where she gets too irritating and she tends to provoke every nerves of mine! but i love her still. I feel bad or Chanterina : ) hehehe she's got no one to talk to in class! omg,sucha loner. But next week we'll be back to crack her up again.(So,chanterina.. don't be sad! just tahan till nxt wk) :D Rawrrr Rawrrr Rawrrr...
imma go now?
so i suppose i'll come back online to update and yeh : ) toodles darlings
i miss my lil lady bug :X
[Song stuck on my mind]
I'm gonna miss you forever
i'm gonn miss you girl
I'm gonna miss you forever
I'm gonna miss you girl..
I'm gonna miss you -Aaron Carter
(its a lyrical day)
DO YOU REMEMBER
WHY I WALKED ON WATER FOR YOU
DO YOU REMEMBER
MY FIRST STEPS ON THE MOONHAVE EVER WONDERED WHY
I GAVE 3WISHES TO YOU?
YOU ASKED THE QUESTIO
BUT THE ANSWER LIES
IN YOU,IN YOU
THE ANSWER LIES IN YOU :)
[paintmylove]
at 10:54 PM
I don't wanna know
If your playing me,keep it on the low
Cause my heart can't take it anymore
And if your creeping,please don't let it show
Oh baby,i don't wanna know
Oh baby..
I think about it when i hold you
When i lookin in your eyes,i can't believe
I don't need to know the truth
Baby keep it to yourself
Undecided,i came and provided me
My undivided,you came and denied it(why?)
Don't even try it,i know when you lyin
Don't even do that,i know why you crying(stop crying)
I'm not applyin no pressure,just wanna let you know
That i don't wanna let you go
And i dont wanna let you leave
Can't say i didnt let you breathe
Gave you extra cheese
you wanted ice so i made you freeze
Made you hot like the West Indies
Now its time you invest in me
Cause if not then its best you leave
Holla,yeah
-End-
To you ol'love:
We are now friends and we'll be forever close friends and yeah. When the right time comes,we'll give it a try again:D
I don't ever wanna lose someone important like you.You mean the world to me.Its better of that i leave the string hanging there then to touch it.cos once it snaps,i won't be able to mend it again.Not tat i don't want to , but it won't come back anymore.I'm keeping it safe now.No matter what,i'll keep you closely to my heart.I'll treasure our times as friends and once lovers:) I'll keep'em as memories. So deep my heart mourns for you. The times you've been thru with me.The rocky mountains and we survived. Atleast we're still friends :) <3 face="times new roman" color="#ff0000" size="4">End-
Today:
I'm trying to smile as muc as i can.So today during literature,Leong came in to class and called those to drank alchol in sch last week to go down for counselling. So me,Andreanna,Nicolette,Thanusha,Feodora and Jag-a-ding-dong was called out and went down. Uhm,(wtf,its not like we won't drink when we grow older)... Gee! In-house suspension for 4days! hehehe! HOW MUCH FUN ARE WE GONNA GET?! LAUGHING AT ONE ANOTHER !:)
So yeah,was pretty slack.Tomorrow we're goig to the police station for some drug talk thing and yeh. God knows what! The counsellor named Bee is so funny la. We played games and uhm found out more of ourselves eh yeh. So much of laughter! Again andreanna and i are like crazy la. I tell you this girl is like this uber retarded child ? she disturbs me for no reason and got my name written down on that piece of paper in black and white.HOW MANY TIMES DID I SWEAR!?!?! Andreanna my partner @ crime! woah ha! I'm kinda tired now,i've just finished fightin a losing battle and so i need some rest and gotta study.
lovelove
muahmuah
BYE!
Take Care people:D
Ps: Stupid Chubii,never come to sch for some stupid reason! Neh neh la you girl : ) lovely siah! love u sitll :)
[EDITED]
10pm
butterfingers says:
2more wks to chinese new yrr.
butterfingers says:
im getting u and rachel something
Stephanie ♥ says:
adora its chinese new year not christmas!
butterfingers says:
for valentines!
butterfingers says:
aiyo.
Stephanie ♥ says:
oh
Stephanie ♥ says:
HAHAHAHAH
butterfingers says:
ya! HAHAHAHAHAHA!
Stephanie ♥ says:
HAHAHA omg hahahahaha
Stephanie ♥ says:
so dumb
Stephanie ♥ says:
ahhaha
butterfingers says:
indeed darling
I need to go shopping already! Need to shop for new shoes fer CNY! I got a dress and no shoe/bag too! alamak! I need a necklace too! ai ya ya... I so love stephanie's stupidity... its been a longlong time since she has cracked me up! Lalalala! haiz,whateverrr larrr yo! aye,i very tired already luh! byebye
[paintmylove]
at 4:28 PM
Monday, February 05, 2007
HEHEHE
HAHAHA
HOeHOeHoe
i know this sounds funny,bitch.
imissyou.
LOL! ANDREANNA IS CRAZY! AMMONIA GAS! MAK,LAUGHING GAS LA THAT ONE TODAY! omgomgomg, BIO tomorrow! cutebuttthing! tonight study BIO test.aiiyoh! he so cute!
yes,you are my 1st true love.
&& i love you.
Don't read my wrong.
Bcos this just won't do.
i love you,boy : )
[paintmylove]
at 7:33 PM
Saturday, February 03, 2007
Don't know what to say
I guess i'll take the blame
Eventually it was bound to happen
I know you played your part
I ain't trying to makie it hard
But its the right thing to do
When you don't want to hurt hiim
Cause you don't deserve him
There's no other way
I'm breaking down
I just can't take it anymore
Oh no i won't let you go
You know im coming for you
No matter what its gonna take
I'm gotta make this move
You do what,that i choose
You know i'm coming for you
And i just can't go another day
Without you next to me
Oh oh yehh
Now that you know the truth
I just want to be with you
Can't hold back
This is real
Cause what we shared
Its undeniable
Don't want to hide no more
Here i am
And i'm coming for you
So i had a hair cut today. Isn't so bad! omg,finally in 59423562months have i cut it :D
Went shopping too and i didnt buy anything. Cos nothing seemed to be nice.
yayness! Next Saturday,PRAWNing. haha my favourite
Im missing Andreanna know?
she makes me laugh la ... well ? I've got nothing much to say..
I'm hungry!
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY ARJUN ... :D
Lalala, not much ppl online friggin boring hehe
Boy,you make me smile on alternate days
but these smiles bring random happiness in me
Take care peeps! Tata :)
Gd byes
[paintmylove]
at 6:57 PM
Friday, February 02, 2007
You can't be my worst nightmare cos i love you
My saturdaykisses are still living : D
Take this lips and you'll be fine
ow,it goes like...
(Chorus)
I see you winding,grinding up on that pole
I know you see me looking at you and you already know
I wanna fuck you,you already know
I wanna fuck you,you already know!
Haha, I wanna fuck you-Snoop Dog. Go check it out

The feeling of rich velvet of my turqoise jacket seems to tempt everyone on touching me eh? -winks haha
Andreanna&Chanterina... yous so make me smilexoxoxoxo! Andreanna being the happy pill and Chanterina being the blur block! : / Many happy things happened in school today but i just cannot remember? i know its lame but yeah. Omg,that cutebuttthing! haha,he's so uber, i think,shy.. haha Chanterina loves _______ HAHAHA! know? you should go for Mr Chandran and i shallhave _______ .. but he looks gay! lol chanterina,omgyoufuckingmop!iloveyou,bitchslap! I've driven my senses into a blast of loonatic assets! :D i love you
(sorry,number not in use)
[paintmylove]
at 4:37 PM
Tuesday, February 27, 2007
Btw,i had my grumpy session today. It has been happening quite often recently and i don't feel like talking about it cause the feeling sucks but i survived so it shouldnt be a problem. Now, im so sad cos next thursday i'll be leaving singapore for 5days and yeh ): no good food,NO AIR CON... but i sure will bring back plenty of dirty memories there! hahaha :) okok,bye ppl...
CLearing my sms's. just came by
Frm amar: what?you?doing?
Frm Resh: ok,msg you tomorrow when on the way to sch...bye hahahaha
Frm Hanli: take your mind off him, stop thinking and talk to me
Frm Jag: whatever,dassit. wassup with the comedian?
Frm Nicolette: uh ask'em
excuse me,Amar. you msg me fucking late at night and expect me t message you uh? im alrdy sleeping by 11+ and u bloody msg at 12.45AM! what a life.. haha kk byebye
[paintmylove]
at 11:06 PM
I think imma get a fever real soon :( Boohoo! y'know y'know i've been mugging desperately hard for my CA1 espicially SS and today i couldn't answer for it ? I know i sounds stupid but ya. It was in essay form and one Qn costs 12m and the other 13m... Literally wrote rubbish for the ERP question and im sure im not the only one who did that! HAHAHA you know who you are ahhh people :D LAWL! Gonna sit for chem/bio exam tomorrow... Shit lar! But i've got confidence for science so it shouldn't be a problem...
It was a solem day today and i couldn't cope with anything. I don't know why. Could it be because i've been staying up late thinking about stuffs or i'm just a bumbum? Perhaps both lahhhh. Jag-a-ding-dong is mugging! O honey,too bad your exam ends on Friday and mine ends on Thursday! muahahahaha.. okokok honey,i'll see you in sch tomorrow.. you and your juicy pussy! lol,whatever and i'm not deprieved ok... Look who's talking then? someone tried grinding against me... haha its so much fun with you in school man...Now that the fact we're just door to door class room,i cannot concentrate! Just cos everytime you come out of your class,you'll purposely stand RIGHT infront of my door just to gimmie hi/goodbye kisses!Eu eetche mouth! And as for Andreanna and i,she was pretty moody today i don't know why.. Chanterina,always quiet larrr...that one is forever to be.. hahaha
I feel so sleepy,like im going to doze off any moment. After school i went down to united Sq to get myself a tall caramel frappacino. Guess what? It ain't workin. I guess coffee does not take effect on my anymore... I'm sucha loser,i know i know... and can't believe myself that i lost my Math Astronomy wrksheet! & am now waiting for Chanterina to fax it over to me! My right feet is annoying me!It is itching like hell! So excuse me sir,you were saying i was sweet that was why my feet had been tasted by 8lesbo mosquitos eh?! haha damn itchy la! alamak,i feel like crying..it itches like hell and yarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! OKok,thats the end of TEDAY! imma logggg of for now and mugmugmug,fucking mug till i get smarterrrr then Anita!
BYE!
[paintmylove]
at 4:40 PM
Sunday, February 25, 2007
I so feel like killing jag-a-ding-dong! m fucking gonna kick those dongs of hers! Jag,i love you still so,not to worry yeah? I'm not really in a good mood for dinner. I don't feel hungry. Atleast when my stomach starts to grumble then i will.I'm really really tired.Came home like 5am in the morninggggg yesterday! My brothers house warming party was the bomb man! Shit knows i won $$$ haha && i started kissing the sexy dollars... its the sign,omgomgomg! I didn't capture the memories of the house and people.. but i visualised em in my mind (: good eh? Humanology nowahdaes...
After his house warming party at 12.30am in the morning,friend phoned me down to Chronic2 @ DXO.I didnt club. We met and we had our heart to heart talk till ... uhm well yeh imma go now..bye
[paintmylove]
at 4:01 AM
Thursday, February 22, 2007
m walking away without shaking hands
[paintmylove]
at 2:28 AM
Wednesday, February 21, 2007

PIKACHU is sucha bitch! I totally hate her outta my fucking guts!
Stupid Chuchuchu! She so-is-getting-on-my-nerves!
Bitch who raised her voice and ordered me to open the back door. Like WTF?
Do i look like a maid to her?
A maid wearing a white blouse and blue pinafoe? plusplus white polished school shoes!!
I feel like crying over and talk to my mother!
She picks on her own students! She is so freaking biase!
Hehehe,stupid chu! This morning thought tht the plastic bag i put on my bag,thought that inside is food..Like,DREAM ON BITCH! its my Lino block for art,think i'd be so stupid to let you confiscate my precious food isit?Though my pocket had a few packets of sweet.
Try hard someothertime.Thankyou.
-rolled my eyes - & she stared at me...
She wanna gimmie attitude problem,so now its like that lar?
SET! i play with her.
Whoever is reading this? I'm so sorry ok... its just i really can't stand her! Why can't she just retire uh? Isn't she sick and tired!? OMG. she lagi get a life lar.
Andreanna & I the victims in her class.
Today is sucha fucked up day ok. I really feel like crying.I'm now riding an emotional roller coaster and trust me it aint pleasent. Chu is being a bitch,art teacher is being more then something i expected(jus cos shes preggy-what an excuse).All i wanted was an opinion on my art work and she scolded me! she scolded me just cos i asked her for an opinion? omg. Does she even put herself in her students shoe.. that art is one subject that requires truckloads of brainstorming and help is needed everrrrrryminute/second! I so wish i was in Mr Seow's class. This isnt the 1st time. So Mrs Chua may i ask you if i'm that lousy in art tha u have to turn me down ? Heck abt this,ok. I asked me nicely if my clear slip of paperr was ok and i said no nicely and answered what u wanted from me. You told me,YOUUUUUU TOLD ME TO GO TO THE SECOND DRAWERRR TO SEARCH FOR MY ART WORK!? GUESS WHAT! I DID AND I COULDN'T FIND IT.you bloodypushed the blame to me issit? for me cannot find my art work ? the second drawer is cramped with another classes work. For the second and last time,imma tell you I DID HAND IN MY WORK,YOU TOLD ME TO PUT IT ON THE TABLE! so gt ure facts right. Congratulations,i hate you. and i wish for FnN or neither.
CB.
FU.
For that you alrady have affectd me.
I really felt like crying when i left her art class.its so,stressing.
Imma cooperate with herfor the next few months or years.
mak,whatever lar.
bug,imissyou.
comehomesoon.
somuchtosay,somuchtotell.
-sad-
[paintmylove]
at 6:15 AM
Monday, February 19, 2007

THE VERY DECENT SIDE OF ME

THE CYNICAL SIDE OF ME&YOU

G-L-A-M-O-R-O-U-S
lucky for me that it happens only once a year with money.Pleasured by the picture black&red cards. Spades,clubs,diamonds and hearts. Royal thinking by the key player to win. 100-200bucks i won and lost. Followed by phillipine poker,the sex.I won lil,cos we played small. Calculating all was a 40dollar bill for poker. -imissyou-(random,i know).
check..check..check...
up by 50! (shakes)-orgasm
you are far
from losing me...
lets hold hands
& save this sinking ship
[paintmylove]
at 8:07 PM
Friday, February 16, 2007






I so miss this mad ass bitch! So glad that i met up with my old Nanyangnites! hahaha no regrets man! The boys all look the same except they have grown taller :) hahaha went to cine to meet'em. Veronica,Madelene,Sandra,Queenie,Marcus,XP,Alex all there! hahaha
Even tho we've graduated,we still look like pri sch mates. haha
so happy,as happy as everrrrr!
After cine,we walked over to Hereen to take neoprints. haha so funny larrr! I'llnever forget 16/2! Yeahhh. One by one they all left,so the crumbs were me,veron,san and alex. Decided to come over my place to play pool. We couldn't poke no balls for nuts lar! haha Veronica is the best la she! LOL!
I really miss you guys man! No regrets meeting you all man! haha
4 years && we're still the same... Weeheehee!
Its only 1day and i'm missing ladybug. I love you
I hope you write me an email.
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!
[paintmylove]
at 10:36 PM
Thursday, February 15, 2007
-Happy belated Valentines day,love-
I know i stand in line
untill you think you have the time
to spend an evening with me
and if we go someplace to dance
i know that there's a chance
you won't be leaving with me
Then afterwards we drop it into a quiet little place
and have a drink or two
and then i go and spoil it all
by saying something stupid
like i love you
i can see it in your eyes
that you despise the same old lines
you heard the night before
and though its just a line to you
for me it's true
and never seemed so right before
i practive every day to find some clever
lines to say
to make the meaning come through
bt then i think i'll wait untill the evening
gets late
ad i'm alone with you
the time is right
your perume fills my head
the stars get red
and oh the night's so blue
and then i go and spoil it all
by saying something stupid
like i love you
I LOVE YOU
[paintmylove]
at 1:53 AM
Monday, February 12, 2007
[Listening to: Hot chick by Uffie]
I dont mind if you were a parasite infecting me with your (bad) to every body part ,then you'd be a part of meyou would never guess that you still affect me in more ways than you can ever think ok that sounded really drastic nah its not all true but there are still ways, you might need your toes to count sometimes i just miss how everything used to fit so perfectly i've learnt no one's perfect, that really sounded like a tore the line out of famous cliches 2000 but yeap you were one beautiful sorry example





I can't remember much today. Cause so many things happened today! The only thing that i could remember is that during recess,they were selling Helium balloons and Andreanna and i bought a few of it. Knowing that Jagdish has balloon phobia,we just gave it a go! Chased Jagdish away by holding balloons next to us! hahahabut i felt bad cause,she was so scared that she said "you guys suck,i hate you all" and cried then she dashed into the toilet-cubicle. Poor Jag-a-ding-dong.But i love you still even tho you say i suck! Hahaha It was pure fun larh! Hmm so much of laughter... So then after recess was Chem! An aftermath of sucking helium(squeaky voice)-Lonely,i'm mister lonely,i have nobody! Harrharr. Andreanna couldn't suck no balls of helium.she still sounded the same xcept fer the part she said "WHUT?" omgomgomgomg,Andreanna you are so cute larrr! Valentines day is coming up in like 2 days time? I ain't got a valentine. I WAS SUPPOSE TO HAVE ONE but it ran away and i ain't gonna catch it. Makes me sound so desperate. Let love come naturally and never rush into having a relationship as alot of things may come about wrongly. I still love ladybug (we are friends now and i'll leave it this way.I'm not gonna lose this chance. But as far as possible,i'll try controlling my emotionals). Anyways :/ gosh! i'm so bored... I miss laughing abt with Andreanna and lifting up Chanterina's pinafoe plusplus gd sex with Hanli over the phone! Harhar,you make me smile girl!
To Hanli: 31secs fer tying a cherry knot? knotted.ha! i'm not that gd either you fuckingbitch! This is so one reason why i love you many many. && i'm sure Glenna would lykta join us.&& also that the photo i have putten up of you and me? Can't see clear,but you are still as b-e-a-u-tiful as ever girlie! Clement/lush,If you read this? I'm sorry! But Glenna's mine and i'd lykta fuck'r too! hahaha..How about share share?nownow,its not the tyme to b sel-fish,boy! hahaha
Talking on the phone with Hanli makes me shake! Shes so into sex. wth. but ya ya la Hanli,you are the sex in me. Stop turning everyone on with your horny vibes b4 i'd cut yo cunt. Oh and i forgotten that Joshua's eating peas fer valentines! hahahahahaha Setbitch.Oral 4val's. you&me on the bitch. you fuck a watermelon and i do a banana... a seaurchin would be gd wouldn't it!? Hanli,once you read this post,pleaseeeeee call me! I'd lyk to talktomahawtstuff -winks,down undermybedwhereyoubelong! haha oops,underblanket! okok,enough. Toodles everybody!
[paintmylove]
at 3:19 AM
Saturday, February 10, 2007
I know the amount seems pathetic :/
Big prawn in the middle,Tricia caught...I felt so hopeless last night! I only caught 2prawns which took me 1hr to catch and ya.. but lucky i caugh 2 in a row!! :( So hopeless and i think we caught like less then 20 prawns even tho there was like 10 of us ?! But thanks to Tricia,she manage to catch one large one... Everytime when i know the stewpit prawn has biten my bait? it will let go! Smart prawns eh! Atleast i caught like 2! Better thn nothing...
Being rich doesn't mean you're everything.
Money can't buy happiness but can buy many other things.
Money can't buy love...Anything thts got to do with feelings,money can't buy it:) To love someone,is to respect someone down from your heart.
Those 3simple words,are always just for say...
You don't have to say'em to show the other party you love'em...
Simple doings and helps,shows how much u love'em :)Tomorrow sch:( Not again,Monday blues! rawrrr... I've got nothing to say le.. byebye
[paintmylove]
at 8:44 PM
Friday, February 09, 2007
nothing seems to fit me this year !do you know how troublesome for me to find shoes and bags for myself? Was out with Thanausha,Rasati and Jag today to shop. I bought a golden necklace and i think im about to catch a cold. I'm sneezing like some asshole here. ): TODAY,lastday of suspension. No more slackdays and today,smart Andreanna wasn't in sch so it was kinda boring ! Rarely in the library can we hear wicked laughters today. Sigh!
I'm so pissed off! i saw a shoe that i liked and it totally fitted what i was gonna wear for my CNY renunion. Sadly size 36 was their smallest! And smarty pants jagdish broke my slippers by stepping in em! :( its gone! BOOhooHoo! I'mm sign off now,nothing much to say.
MY BACK HURTS.
&& i just caught a flu :(
I can't explain this feeling,
i think about it everyday
and even tho we've moved on
it gets so hard to walk away
iloveyou,bug.
[paintmylove]
at 2:09 AM
Tuesday, February 06, 2007
so much of laughters matched with optimistic choices and stories.
Jag-err-ding-dong & me-lo-la
me-lo-la,ah Than,Jag-err-ding-dong
Anfleanna & me-lo-la
So much,i miss you partner in crime/laughing machine
Our choice begin today of being goodie good girls except for my sluttified girlfriend and yet i love her oh-so-mwach! The trip to the police station for an education talk was interesting. We ended up in the VIP-conference rm! Coolios la. So the senior inspector let us watched a video clip and he spoke to us abt gang fights lots la!Showed us real crime photos ..its not a really good sight to look at :D I wa laughing half the time...so it didn't really bother me :D
Counselling is really slack. but sadly i have to miss all the important periods! like,cutebuttthing's class! :(( and i'm happy i get to miss CPC class,tht stewpit beech! -cow brain- I'm filld with laughter and smiles every single day,without fail. Thanks to Andreanna but of course there are times where she gets too irritating and she tends to provoke every nerves of mine! but i love her still. I feel bad or Chanterina : ) hehehe she's got no one to talk to in class! omg,sucha loner. But next week we'll be back to crack her up again.(So,chanterina.. don't be sad! just tahan till nxt wk) :D Rawrrr Rawrrr Rawrrr...
imma go now?
so i suppose i'll come back online to update and yeh : ) toodles darlings
i miss my lil lady bug :X
[Song stuck on my mind]
I'm gonna miss you forever
i'm gonn miss you girl
I'm gonna miss you forever
I'm gonna miss you girl..
I'm gonna miss you -Aaron Carter
(its a lyrical day)
DO YOU REMEMBER
WHY I WALKED ON WATER FOR YOU
DO YOU REMEMBER
MY FIRST STEPS ON THE MOONHAVE EVER WONDERED WHY
I GAVE 3WISHES TO YOU?
YOU ASKED THE QUESTIO
BUT THE ANSWER LIES
IN YOU,IN YOU
THE ANSWER LIES IN YOU :)
[paintmylove]
at 10:54 PM
I don't wanna know
If your playing me,keep it on the low
Cause my heart can't take it anymore
And if your creeping,please don't let it show
Oh baby,i don't wanna know
Oh baby..
I think about it when i hold you
When i lookin in your eyes,i can't believe
I don't need to know the truth
Baby keep it to yourself
Undecided,i came and provided me
My undivided,you came and denied it(why?)
Don't even try it,i know when you lyin
Don't even do that,i know why you crying(stop crying)
I'm not applyin no pressure,just wanna let you know
That i don't wanna let you go
And i dont wanna let you leave
Can't say i didnt let you breathe
Gave you extra cheese
you wanted ice so i made you freeze
Made you hot like the West Indies
Now its time you invest in me
Cause if not then its best you leave
Holla,yeah
-End-
To you ol'love:
We are now friends and we'll be forever close friends and yeah. When the right time comes,we'll give it a try again:D
I don't ever wanna lose someone important like you.You mean the world to me.Its better of that i leave the string hanging there then to touch it.cos once it snaps,i won't be able to mend it again.Not tat i don't want to , but it won't come back anymore.I'm keeping it safe now.No matter what,i'll keep you closely to my heart.I'll treasure our times as friends and once lovers:) I'll keep'em as memories. So deep my heart mourns for you. The times you've been thru with me.The rocky mountains and we survived. Atleast we're still friends :) <3 face="times new roman" color="#ff0000" size="4">End-
Today:
I'm trying to smile as muc as i can.So today during literature,Leong came in to class and called those to drank alchol in sch last week to go down for counselling. So me,Andreanna,Nicolette,Thanusha,Feodora and Jag-a-ding-dong was called out and went down. Uhm,(wtf,its not like we won't drink when we grow older)... Gee! In-house suspension for 4days! hehehe! HOW MUCH FUN ARE WE GONNA GET?! LAUGHING AT ONE ANOTHER !:)
So yeah,was pretty slack.Tomorrow we're goig to the police station for some drug talk thing and yeh. God knows what! The counsellor named Bee is so funny la. We played games and uhm found out more of ourselves eh yeh. So much of laughter! Again andreanna and i are like crazy la. I tell you this girl is like this uber retarded child ? she disturbs me for no reason and got my name written down on that piece of paper in black and white.HOW MANY TIMES DID I SWEAR!?!?! Andreanna my partner @ crime! woah ha! I'm kinda tired now,i've just finished fightin a losing battle and so i need some rest and gotta study.
lovelove
muahmuah
BYE!
Take Care people:D
Ps: Stupid Chubii,never come to sch for some stupid reason! Neh neh la you girl : ) lovely siah! love u sitll :)
[EDITED]
10pm
butterfingers says:
2more wks to chinese new yrr.
butterfingers says:
im getting u and rachel something
Stephanie ♥ says:
adora its chinese new year not christmas!
butterfingers says:
for valentines!
butterfingers says:
aiyo.
Stephanie ♥ says:
oh
Stephanie ♥ says:
HAHAHAHAH
butterfingers says:
ya! HAHAHAHAHAHA!
Stephanie ♥ says:
HAHAHA omg hahahahaha
Stephanie ♥ says:
so dumb
Stephanie ♥ says:
ahhaha
butterfingers says:
indeed darling
I need to go shopping already! Need to shop for new shoes fer CNY! I got a dress and no shoe/bag too! alamak! I need a necklace too! ai ya ya... I so love stephanie's stupidity... its been a longlong time since she has cracked me up! Lalalala! haiz,whateverrr larrr yo! aye,i very tired already luh! byebye
[paintmylove]
at 4:28 PM
Monday, February 05, 2007
HEHEHE
HAHAHA
HOeHOeHoe
i know this sounds funny,bitch.
imissyou.
LOL! ANDREANNA IS CRAZY! AMMONIA GAS! MAK,LAUGHING GAS LA THAT ONE TODAY! omgomgomg, BIO tomorrow! cutebuttthing! tonight study BIO test.aiiyoh! he so cute!
yes,you are my 1st true love.
&& i love you.
Don't read my wrong.
Bcos this just won't do.
i love you,boy : )
[paintmylove]
at 7:33 PM
Saturday, February 03, 2007
Don't know what to say
I guess i'll take the blame
Eventually it was bound to happen
I know you played your part
I ain't trying to makie it hard
But its the right thing to do
When you don't want to hurt hiim
Cause you don't deserve him
There's no other way
I'm breaking down
I just can't take it anymore
Oh no i won't let you go
You know im coming for you
No matter what its gonna take
I'm gotta make this move
You do what,that i choose
You know i'm coming for you
And i just can't go another day
Without you next to me
Oh oh yehh
Now that you know the truth
I just want to be with you
Can't hold back
This is real
Cause what we shared
Its undeniable
Don't want to hide no more
Here i am
And i'm coming for you
So i had a hair cut today. Isn't so bad! omg,finally in 59423562months have i cut it :D
Went shopping too and i didnt buy anything. Cos nothing seemed to be nice.
yayness! Next Saturday,PRAWNing. haha my favourite
Im missing Andreanna know?
she makes me laugh la ... well ? I've got nothing much to say..
I'm hungry!
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY ARJUN ... :D
Lalala, not much ppl online friggin boring hehe
Boy,you make me smile on alternate days
but these smiles bring random happiness in me
Take care peeps! Tata :)
Gd byes
[paintmylove]
at 6:57 PM
Friday, February 02, 2007
You can't be my worst nightmare cos i love you
My saturdaykisses are still living : D
Take this lips and you'll be fine
ow,it goes like...
(Chorus)
I see you winding,grinding up on that pole
I know you see me looking at you and you already know
I wanna fuck you,you already know
I wanna fuck you,you already know!
Haha, I wanna fuck you-Snoop Dog. Go check it out

The feeling of rich velvet of my turqoise jacket seems to tempt everyone on touching me eh? -winks haha
Andreanna&Chanterina... yous so make me smilexoxoxoxo! Andreanna being the happy pill and Chanterina being the blur block! : / Many happy things happened in school today but i just cannot remember? i know its lame but yeah. Omg,that cutebuttthing! haha,he's so uber, i think,shy.. haha Chanterina loves _______ HAHAHA! know? you should go for Mr Chandran and i shallhave _______ .. but he looks gay! lol chanterina,omgyoufuckingmop!iloveyou,bitchslap! I've driven my senses into a blast of loonatic assets! :D i love you
(sorry,number not in use)
[paintmylove]
at 4:37 PM